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Chapter 038 – Deal (T/W: Suicide)

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – “Meng Fu, don’t you have any shame?” He crouched down and lifted up Meng Fu’s chin, examining the man’s inky eyes. Those eyes were clear, but in Gu Ze’s view, it was just a layer of lies. Meng Fu was unbearably dirty. His fingertip smeared the blood on Meng Fu’s […]

Chapter 037 – Slap

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – Inside the office, Ye Yan was sitting at his desk, talking to customers on his computer while Meng Yi flipped through a comic while lounging on the sofa. “Big Brother Ye Yan,” Meng Yi called out sweetly. “What do you need from Brother Ye Yan?” “Big Brother Ye Yan, what […]

Chapter 036 – Commotion

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – At night, a man lay bare on the bed in a manner unlike the times before. Gu Ze lay on the bed with his eyes downcast, observing Meng Fu’s expression. “You were the one who asked for this yourself. Will you do it, or not?” “I, I…I’ll do it.” His […]

Chapter 035 – Kneel

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni He already felt very exhausted after the restaurant shift was over. The moonlight was bleak. Meng Fu could feel that Gu Ze’s hostility towards him had deepened over the past few days. That man would tell him to kill himself from time to time, or mock him with his callous words. […]

Chapter 034 – Pleading

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – Some things can erupt just like lava, breaking out from the crater so unexpectedly, that it’s impossible to escape before molten lava etches through one’s bones. Meng Fu went to visit the He family on the third day of the Lunar New Year. The He family, which used to be […]

Chapter 033 – Touch

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – The face of a drug addict was ghastly, terrifying as if their bones were going to break out of their skin. Despite believing that one could control it, how could they? Gu Ze grew used to following him with his gaze, used to touching his shoulder blades, used to leaning […]

Chapter 032 – Marks

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – Sure enough, the man ordered him to strip naked. He was just about to lie down on the bed when the door suddenly opened. “Meng-Meng, I want…” water. No more water was left. But before he could finish his words, Meng Yi was surprised to see Meng Fu standing naked. […]

Chapter 031 – Fury

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – Someone yanked his arm back in time, as if pulling him back from the edge of death. “What are you doing? Are you trying to piss them off?” When Gu Ze’s angry face appeared in front of him, he couldn’t help but feel grateful, as if he were the man […]

Chapter 030 – Impasse

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – After Gu Ze left, Meng Fu stared in a daze at the scraps of paper on the floor. Then, he calmly swept up the mess with a broom. There was no one to wait for him anymore, and he wouldn’t wish pain on those who were waiting, so getting this […]

Chapter 029 – Ripped Apart

Translator: Helliot Editor: P’Raikantopeni – Once you get into an addiction, the impulses come more and more often, just like with drugs. At first, when you’re just having a taste, it may even feel a little bad. But once you start to savor the taste, even if you want to control it, it’s not so […]